I Write About Nothing

  maa se sikha hai burey logo se bhi acche ban kar rehna sab jante huye bhi kuch nahi kehna wo humesha bolte hai shaant rha kar koi kuch bhi kahey mat lada kar log behti ganga mai haath dhote hai saamne kuch peeche kuch bolte hai janti hai ki khamosh rehne ki aadat nahi hai meri shaanti kamzoor bnaati hai tujhe kamzoor karne ki chahat nahi hai meri tu khush rha kar tujhpe hansi acchi lagti hai tujhe hanste dekh kar meri duniya chalti hai Abhay Jamwal

I am not afraid of telling you everything, i am afraid of being missunderstood. I am not afraid of slow walks, i am afraid of being left midway. I am not afraid of being fair, I am afraid of being stabbed through betrayal. I am not afraid of  endless converstaion, I am afraid of the deadly silences. I am not afraid of the beautiful nights under the stars, I am afraid of  the insomniac eyes. I am not afraid of  reading you, I am afraid of  being forgotten. i am not afraid of adjustment and commitments, i am afraid of you leaving my hand. I am not afraid of kissing you, i am afraid of not being kissed back. I am afraid of the thought of losing you I am afraid of not being the one till the end i am afraid of my enability to rise back Abhay

                                                 

She screamed and also cried, The thought of Living anyother moment with him made her teriffied, She covered her injuries and wounds with a smile, Beacuse she had to save her family pride, Every finger had pointed towards her , They had found her voice ill mannered and scar invisible, Ya, you society ,You are incredible. He thought her suffering was a drama, And left her in that trauma. Not her but so many women goes through such pain in silence, Because everyone supports women violence. @iwriteaboutnothing

I'm not in love

I'm nothing

You will never know what you mean to me. You're  the thought i wake up to,and the thought i fall asleep to . If you thought differently then you're wrong. I want to keep you in my life for as long as possible. I have come so far may be,i don't know ever i find my way back home chasing your footsteps with an excuse to roam. I can't save myself from falling into the depth of your love. So ,you better ignore me or just walk away from me and just let me look at you just one last time,so that i lost myself into you for one last time and found you in me again and again.

if i was quiet you'd never know my pain,so i keep writing because i have so much to explain.