Afraid

I am not afraid of telling you everything,

i am afraid of being missunderstood.

I am not afraid of slow walks,

i am afraid of being left midway.

I am not afraid of being fair,

I am afraid of being stabbed through betrayal.

I am not afraid of  endless converstaion,

I am afraid of the deadly silences.

I am not afraid of the beautiful nights under the stars,

I am afraid of  the insomniac eyes.

I am not afraid of  reading you,

I am afraid of  being forgotten.

i am not afraid of adjustment and commitments,

i am afraid of you leaving my hand.

I am not afraid of kissing you,

i am afraid of not being kissed back.

I am afraid of the thought of losing you

I am afraid of not being the one till the end

i am afraid of my enability to rise back

Abhay